.come.what.may.

our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising everytime we fail.
[ nikki* rawks ]

Monday, June 28, 2004

back to school.

back to school

groans.
back to school today.

we gonna have this stupid homeroon system.
groans.
arent the teachers fat enought?
joking la

school today was horrible.
i had to change place.
and nw my beloved moka is nt sitting next to me.
groans.
so is bea.
bt we're close by.
heh,

had this hockey meeting aft skool.
and we are to leave class at 1pm.
tht means skipping art and cme,
yay!

went to town aft tht.
bea.me.charisa,huajia,brenda,felissa,jillian and teh.
brenda went to cut her hair.
and we all waited,
actually only charisa,
cuz the test of us went to 7 eleven to buy food.
and we were darn hungry.

then went heeren wid bea.
cuz the others went to buy their turfts.
bought hairband,
tht;s the only thing i can buy nw.
haha.
then we took neos.
and zao home.

ms ng wants us to buy a PINK file fr her geog.
haha.
and she was lyke.
I WANT PINK.
NO I WANT PINK.
haha,
cute lady la she.

edniaaa: of course u're nyce la! why do u think u are my bestie? hehe. mwaaaha!

issa: limewire takes so long to download songs laaa.

charmaine: i am not superman la u dongdong. people call me htht. and i dun lyke it. grrrrr

b0o!: helloe u sweetie pie! haha. hehe. thanks fr tht gd luck tag thing. haha. yesyes. i wld play my best yes? and u're serious abt the socks cum belt thing? groans. my belt is high enough rite? and thnx fr ur msg too. i cant atg at ur board. dunno why.

issa homeroom sucks laaa. i dun need new specs. contacts are fine fr me. cuz jus nw someone said they cldnt see my board. then in the end her comp gt prob. haha!

to all girls in c`div fr hockey: we all must do our BEST tmr. run and run and run. frgt abt the sun. mark our players tightly. and COMMUNICATE. yell, scream whatever. and NEVER EVER GIVE UP yea? chase every ball we lose and get it back. the pitch belongs to us tmr ladies! whoo-hoo! good luck y'all. and pathma! i love u! u indian bi!! mwah! mwah! mwah!

hehe.
up up and away





Sunday, June 27, 2004

asha's quiz

+spell your first name backwards` ikkin
+how old are you` 14++
+where do you live` bukit panjang?

*describe your..
+wallet` black and red?

+key holder` some cute lil thing wid my baby photo.

+coffee cup` smiley faces. and me!

+jewellery worn daily` earrings?

+pillow cover` light pink!

+book bag` orange and white.

+favorite shirt` addidas shirt!

+favorite pants` urh. jeans?

+cologne/perfume` impulse counted?

+piercing(s)` 5. heh. wants to get more.

+what you are wearing now` polo bear by ralph lauren shirt and fbt`s

+hair` wet and short.

+wishing` uncle rayomond rmbs to buy my earrings

+in my mouth` slivia?

+in my head` this song is reatrded

+after this` get smth to eat

+talking to` myself?

+do you like candles` scented ones are nyce.

+do you believe in love at first sight` nahh

+the last thing you ate` hmm. apples?

+something that you are deathly afraid of` the dark. and aliens. and snails.

+do you believe in love` *nods head. love makes the wrld go rnd! (:

+do you believe in soul mates` yesyes

+do you believe in forgiveness` yea.

+if you could have any animal for a pet` dog!

+what's something you wish you could understand better` EVERYTHING!

+what makes you happy` you!

+what upsets you` when i'm training crap.

+you keep a diary` yes!

+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone` loads!

+you fold your underwear` yea..

+you talk in your sleep` no.

+you set your watch a few minutes ahead` ooh. i shld try. since i'm always late.

*last..
+song you listened to` dun wanna think abt you. simple plan.

+song that was stuck in your head` the reason. hoobastank,

+song you've downloaded` world's greatest. r.kelly

+cd you bought` busted. a present fr everyone

+cd you listened to` maroon5.

+person you've called` bea!!

+last person that called you` uncle raymond.

+movie you've watched` home on the range

+time you wish you could live somewhere else` i dunno?

+time you thought about suicide` last yr.

+time you drank` cny?

+you do drugs` yea i do! right.

+you smoke` yuck.

+you like roller coasters` yessssss

+you have a crush on somebody` currently i dunno. heh.

+ever cried over a boy/girl` yea.
'
+ever lied to someone` yea. though i try nt too.

+ever been in a fight` yea. in pri skool. thanks to asha. (; jk.



crying,,

survey on crying
gt frm joan's blog.

:: Do you often cry in front of people or alone
- usually alone

:: Have your friends ever seen you cry
- yea..

:: Have you cried today
- not yet. (:

:: Do you usually cry for a long time
- oh wells, it depends

:: Do you get really red when you cry
- all the time

:: Have you ever cried because you were happy
- yes!

:: Have you ever been someone's "crying
shoulder"?
- yea i have.

:: Have you ever hugged someone because they
were crying
- yea

:: Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on
- yes!! edniaaa!

:: Have you been hugged when you cried
- yea

:: Do you cry during movies
- all the time (:

:: Do you cry while reading books
- yes i do.

:: Does music make you cry
- totally!

:: Have you ever been called a cry baby
- no i dun think so.

:: Have you ever tried to stop yourself from
crying:
- everytime i cry.

:: Does this survey make you want to cry?
- right,

:: Have you ever cried over a guy/girl
- yea i think i have

:: Do you cry when you are physically hurt
- haha yes.

:: Do you cry when you are scared
- yea.

:: Do you cry when you are mad
- yes.

:: Do you cry over bad grades?
- YES!

:: Have you ever cried over spilled milk
- yep.

:: Can you make yourself cry
- no. i take long to cry. (:

:: When was the last time you cried
- urh. 2 days ago?

:: Have you ever cried because you were sad for
someone else
- yea.

:: Do you have a favorite crying quote
- huh?

:: Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn't
cry for you
- huh??

:: Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?
- dun think so.

:: Do you cry over someone you love becoz they
have a gf/bf?
- never happened before la.

::When was the last time u felt love and u cried?
- i cant rmb.

::Who is the person you always cry for?
- me?

:: Will you cry because this survey is over:
- yea i wld and i wld then die.

another boring sunday afternoon

another boring sunday afternoon

oh yea.
its another boring sunday afternoon.
somehow this feels different.
cuz its the last day of the hols.
*gRoans.

went to church in the morning.
diana wasnt there.
bt i brought her cd.
oh wells.

church was cold today.
no idea why.
nat didnt go.
wad stomach ache.
*snorts.
as if i believe.
hah.

met krystal in church today.
like finally during the june hols she came to 8.15 mass.
haha.
she was peeling.
and she pierced her cartridge!!
no fair.
i want too!
grrr.

went hm straight aft church cuz dad wanted to?
mum went fr some meeting.
yea..

then i came home,
ate my chee kueh.
and slept.
fr 3 hrs straight,
if dad didnt wake me up to have lunch,
i wld have slept straight on.
oh wells.
i hafta make up fr my loss of sleep during the hols.
before i get back to skool.

went online aft lunch.
nt online now though.
limewire gives msn probs.
grr.

i totally dunno wad to do nw.
mama's coming ltr.
and so is uncle raymond!
lets see if he gt my earrings.
heh.
(:

mum jus bought fr me a blouse.
its lycra.
nt sure hw to describe it.
maybe i wont even wear it.
it's so colourful it cld pass fr a rainbow.
hah.

i think roswell is on nw.
gonna check to see.
steff told me tht alias new season has started.
when?
i dunno.
bt i wanna watch.
oh wells.

haiyah!
nth to do nw.
maybe i'll go do a quiz.
yea!

up up and awaaay!

Saturday, June 26, 2004

towning

okay.
went towning wid the hockey gurls ytd.
ruth, charisa, brenda, felissa, weizhen, felicia, hanwei and ME!
hehe.

went to eat at seoul garden.
thnks to charisa.
and dunno wad happened,
the bill came up to 100++.
and we were lyke what?!

so my table,
weizhen, felicia, brenda and ME!
stuffed ourselves.
if we felt full,
we tot abt the 100++ bucks and became hungry.
haha.
and we took loads of eggs!
whoo-hoo!
haha.

then took neos!
whoo-hoo!
so fun.
and had one neo where huajia looked lyke she wanted to kiss ferlai.
haha!

and then had trng today.
felissa forgt to bring her stick.
haha.

trng was so not slack.
we did LOADS of shortcorners.
i was do tired of running here and there.
and i missed a few delfections.
sorry attack!

and i can do penalty flicks!
wheee`!
and i am so happy!
bulb taught us tht today.
haha,
i shall go and practice it now.
lalaa.

issa: no, tammy's nt frm australia. she lives there. i cant rmb if she wears specs.

edniaaa: hey bestie. i miss u mann! haiz. skool's gonna start soon! and i'll be seeing you soon! muackies bestie!

pathma: haiyah! i knw who u are. gimme the passwrd and user fr the parliament blog kae? byebye gaurd! and u are bi!

natasha: haiyo! arent i online nw? ok la. i shall add u on friendster! hehe. when u wanna go out?

joanie! hellos! u must tag as joanie or joycelynn kae? cuz i gt another fren named joyce too! haha. i miss u loads! muacks laogong!

peiyi:hello! yea. u shld be happy tht i tagged ur board! haha. byebye! and see u in skool soon yea?

b0o`: haiyoh! i went fr cmap so cldnt update. updated alr. happy? and superman is alr known to almost all hockey gurl le. sumore? no thanks la! haha.

kina: yes kina i miss you! and u knw wad happened to the card tht we took? i pt inside my neos holder and i cant take it out!! sadness. the thingy tore. so i left it inside.

joanie: haha. i miss you too lah! see u in skool soon yea? byebye. and here's the hug. *HUGS* hehe

charisa: yes i am baaaaack! hehe,

felicia: no la. my campp is in sec 2. bt the actual thing is in sec3. which is next year. haha.

bea: you're baaaaack! well, i missed you! haha. ok then. i'll make a note NEVER to go to shanghai. haha. i miss trng too! we didnt go to sentosa bt went towning instd. see u in skool soon! byebye!

ok. tags are done.
byebye!

up up and awaaay!

sec2 confirmation camp

okay wells.
i have to blog abt this.

day one
i brought 1 bag and 1 shoe bag.
and i surprised myself.
cuz i tot i wld bring more.
hehe.

lala.
met maria at the market there.
both of us paiseh to go alone.
haha.

camped at my old pri skool.
the retreat centre.
bunks were ok.
matresses were thin and HEAVY.

lala.
then we were divided into ur grps.
mine was numbered 3.
maria was 2.
and steff was 3 too!
hehe.

anw, our grp was called fortitude.
whatever tht meant.
haha.
urh, steff was in my grp!
yay!
so was joyce, germaine(tht cheater! (:), christine, shuan, stefan and steff and ME!!
our facilators were kelly and nick.
and kelly's drawings are lyke way pro.
whoo-hoo!

we had to make this box.
fr i dunno wad lah!
and then actually the side was pretty nyce and undestroyed.
and then tht shaun painted it wrongly.
so it ended up looking weird.
haha.
and he spilled glitter on the floor.
and i didnt knw,
so i sat on it.
grrr.
and i jus had my shower.
so my fbt`s were all glittery and stuff.
ahah.

and we had some organised game.
we had to blindfold two people.
shaun and germaine.
and they used my tee.
my fave tee,
to blindfold them.
and we blinfolded germaine lyke a mummy looking egyptian thinggy.
haha!
and she didnt knw her directions,
haha!

food was ok fr once.
its so much better than the food we had in hockey camp.
which is chilli chilli and more chilli.
grrrr.

then we had this captain's ball game too.
bleghs.
totally didnt feel lyke playing.
i didnt have the mood.
bt i made myself touch the ball..
at least once.
and steff was happily avoidling the ball lah!
bt i threw it to her!
*gRins,
hehe.

yea and we watched bruce almighty.
wow.
tht show was kinda stupid at first,
bt quite touching lah.
i almost cried.
well,
its just me being so touchy and stuff.
haha.

then we were allowed to sleep.
played bluff with steff, maria, germaine, deborah and annthea.
and germaine,
every round also cheat.
whaaa.
and she still acted so innocent and stuff.
haha,
then went to sleep earlier.
cuz they were playing dai-di.
and i dunno hw.
and i am so paisehed.

day two
this camp we woke up pretty LATE.
hockey camp was lyke 5 am?!
and this one was 8++
of course we cant compare hokcey with this lah.
this one totally slack.

lala.
and had this decision making thing.
BORING.
i didnt knw wad to say lah.

then we had scanvenger hunt!
whoo-hoo.
and we were made to do STUPID things jus to get some things.
and gen made us hold hands.
and run arnd the tree 5 times shouting lalalaa.
oh wells.

then we had to get some guy's LEG HAIR.
lyke hw gross.
and he asked us to get CHRIS's leg hair first.
and so shaun took the scissors.
and bend down and CUT chris leg hair.
and chris was pouring water tht time.
so he pourned the water on shaun.
hahhaah!

and then fortitude won!
yay!
whoo-hoo!
totally didnt expect it.

and we gt tolberone fr prixes!
whoo-hoo!
yummylicious!
(:
*gRins.

and there was this badminton match agnst christine and chris.
hahah@
and eveytime chris lost the ball to christine,
mark wld say tht chris' johnnny is gone.
haha!
was darn crappy!

and at night we had taize prayer thing.
and taize is nyce.
hehe.
the cross was nyce.

and then had confessions.
fr colin and charles came.
there were two benches.
and i was sitting on the first one,
and then gen was lyke this bench goes to father charles.
yay!
and i was first.

confession was ok.
when i was having my confession wid fr charles.
mark was with fr colin.
and he was sayin his sins lyke so loud?!
and i cld hear everything?
hah!
and fr charles laughed and told him to keep quiet!
haha.

we played bluff again!
hehe.
and germaine reallie ahh.
and anthea sucks lah.
keep on taking the cards and NOT BLUFFING.
and hello?
this game is called bluff?
we are supposed to bluff?
sucks la.

walked marie outta skool.
the boys followed.
say they wanted to see ghosts,
and mark said he wld give us a tour.
wad a crap tour lah.

then me, steff, maria, shaun and joshua i think talked in the canteen.
and small lil shaun was so funneh!
he made me choke and puke out teh mountain dew i was drinking.
euw.
tht was gross.
haha.

then went out near the girl's dorm.
mark and chris had some better-than-live-tv thing.
and it was supper-lyy funneh!
hhaaa.
there jokes are lame!
and chris made mark do pushups.
and mark did and came up.
and chris was lyke did i say get up?
in his funneh accent.
haha!
and they were so sex-porn-ny and stuff.
haha.

went back to the dorm to play bluff!
haha
played fr quite long.
then maria went to sleep.
so steff and i went to the hall to see wad the others were up too.
and it was all so cold and stuff.
and it was 1++ alr?

they were playing truth and dare,
and they made the girls and boys exchange clothes wid each other.
and chris exchanged clothes with jill.
and i think she was wearing this lyra nike shirt.
quite tiny
and when chris wore it.
my gawsh!
lyke sports bra lyke tht.
and he's FAT.
whaaa.
and they took pic and he posed lyke a prostitude.
eeek.

day three
had this bible games thing.
and our grp was little.
germaine went fr bowling trng.
christine and stefan went fr dunno wad.
only left me, steff joyce and shaun.
so nick helped us out.

and we beat the other grps lyke whoa!
haha.
crystal and jill said i sleep wid the bible.
no lah.
tht was the first time i actually read the bible la.
haha.

lala.
then we had to get ready fr mass and stuff.
lala.
quite boring.
almost slp during mass.
i was dead tired.
adn fr colin sent me home!
and he talks ALOT.
gawsh.

lalal.
tht's abt it.
in short,
it rawked!
bt i still wld rather go fr trng.
i think i missed qute alot.
oh wells.

up up and awaaay!


Thursday, June 24, 2004

i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!
did u guys miss me??
hehe.



blog blog blog.
i need to update.
bt this wld be short.
cuz i so tired.

jus came back frm sec 2 confirmation camp.
darn fun!

lalala.
tok ltr.
gg sentosa tmr.
hockey peeps.
byebye!

up up and awaaaay!

Friday, June 18, 2004

(1) What is your full name? nicolette-clare ong yan

(2) Are you happy with it? i think. though nikki is nycer.

(3) Are you named after anyone? some actress i think.

(5) Your screenname: nikki!

(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? hmm. wad? nicolette-clare ong yan teh second? haha

(7) Wat wld u name ur children? i lyke roxanne.

(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? nicholas?

(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be?
i prefer my name thankyew

(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name? yea.. lyke nicolet or even worse niklette.

(11) Wld u drop ur last name if u became famous? hmm. maybe.
(12) Your gender: female.

(13) Straight/gay/bi? neutral.

(14) Single? yepps.
(15) What do you want to be when u grow up? something nyce and cool. (:

(16) Your birthdate: 110290

(17) Age: 14++

(18) Age you act: 14? or maybe 12. heh.

(Question 19 is missing)

(20) Your height: 151. sighs.

(21) The color of your eyes: black

(22) Happy with it? i think. if nt colour contacts helps

(23) The color of your hair: black with tints of brown

(24) Happy with it? i guess so

(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? ritey. ambidextrous wld be cool.

(26) Your living arrangement? normal..

(27) Your family: big

(28) Have any pets? yea. all died!

(29) What's your job: student..

(30) Piercings? five!

(31) Tattoos? none yet.

(32) Obsessions? chocolate!! totally!

(33) Addictions? food?

(Question 34 is missing)

(35) Do you speak another language? if chinese is ever counted.

(36) Have a favorite quote? with a tear in my eye u said the sweetest gdbye. -->counted?

(37) Do you have a webpage? blog yes.

[DO YOU..]

(38) Smoke? eeek!

(39) Do drugs? double eeek! it is lyke suicide

(40) Read the newspaper? yea. life.

(41) Pray? yepp. prayer is impt ppl.

(42) Go to church? every sunday

(43) Talk to strangers? nah. i have gd morals

(44) Sleep with stuffed animals? yepp. my winne the pooh!

(45) Take walks in the rain? playing hockey in the rain. yes

(46) Talk to people even though you hate them? yea duh!

[HAVE YOU EVER..]

(47) Liked your voice? i guess so.

(48) Hurt yourself? no. i think tht is stupid.

(49) Been out of the country? yea DUH

(50) Eaten something that made other people sick? no bt i ate smth tht made me sick

(51) Had sex? eeek. no.

(52) Been unfaithful? hehe no.

(53) Been in love? i guess.

(54) Sell drugs? eeeks!

(55) Gone skinny dipping? haha. no wad do u think?

(56) Had a medical emergency? yep.

(57) Had a surgery? yarh. fr my scar

(58) Ran away from home? nah.

(59) Played strip poker? wad tht?

(60) Gotten beaten up? almost.

(61) Beaten someone up? shld be.

(62) Been picked on? i guess

(63) Been on stage? yepps.

[CLOTHES and other fashion shit]

(64) Shoe brand? nike, adidas

(65) Brand of clothing? no prefrence

(66) Cologne/perfume? impulse?

(67) What are you normally wearing to school/work? pinafore and blouse

(68) How about parties? comfortable

(69) Wear hats? nah

(70) Judge other people by their clothing? all the time

(71) Wear make-up? gloss counted?.

(72) Favourite place to shop? town.

(73) Favourite article of clothing? huh?
(74) Are you trendy? i think so.

(75) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? its so much easier

[AMIGOS]
(76) Do you have any gay/lesbian friend? yea, i'm surrounded by them

(77) Who are your best friends? edlyn, neeta, beatrice, moka

(78) Who's the one person that knows most about u? asha? edlyn? bea?

(79) Your favourite inside joke? carn really remember..

(80) Thing you're picked on most about? dunno..

(81) Who's your longest known friend??? sarah!

(82) Newest? charmaine? haha.

(83) Shyest? mad? marissa?

(84) Funniest? EDNIAAA. issa?

(85) Sweetest? me! hehe. natasha!!!!

(86) Closest? loads.

(87) Weirdest? i dunno.

(88) Smartest?lizhen

(89) Dirtiest? moka.

(90) Friends you miss being close to the most? ashaa...

(91) Last person you talked to online? felissa?

(92) Who do you talk to most online? urm felissa? edlyn?

(93) Who are you on the phone with most? BEATRICE. our conversations can last fr HOURS!

(94) Who do you trust most? EDLYN! BEATRICE!

(95) Who listens to your problems? urh, edlyn, beatrice, neeta. my besties.

(96) Who do you fight most with? my sibs.

(97) Who's the nicest? pathma!! i just lurve pathma!

(98) Who's the most outgoing? dora?

(99) Who's the best singer? edlyn. definaltely edlyn. and its a compliment.

(100) Who's on your shit-list? THAT gurl from THAT class. and someone else.

(101) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? yuck. tht'll be gross!

(102) Who's your second family? edlyn and bea i think.

(103) Do you always feel understood? i guess..

(104) Who's the loudest friend? EDLYN! felissa? felicia?

(105) Do you trust others easily? not realli..

(106) Who is the cutest friend? charmaine! haha.

(107) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in? hmmm.

(108) Do your friends know you? yea DUH!

(109) Friend that lives farthest away: urh, akina? no. tammy, she;s in australia.

(110) Do you have a crush on someone? now? no.

(111) Do they know? no!

(112) Who is it? i dunno!

long john!

whoo-hoo!
we've at a lj family blog!
hehe.
must go and check it out!
whoo-hoo!
hahah.
ruth is really free.
to make a blog.
hahaha
she's so funneh!
hahah.

had trng ytd.
and i wasnt late!
fr meeting ber.
hehe.
bea cldnt come.
she had to look fr a boarding hse fr tinny.
haha.
she's going to shanghai.

we all tot tht tan didnt come,
bt he came in the end.
abit late though.

we did the pull right and hit drill.
bleghs.
i duno wads wid me.
bt it seems wid my new stick i cant hit well.
gawsh.
bt i gt better towards the end of the drill.
which is good i guess.

then we played this sorta game thing.
oh yea.
jill is so pro.
trng was at 9.
she came 45 mins late.
haha.
hw typical of her mann.
and pris came too.
its good seeying her again.

ok.
abt tht game thing.
forwards played agnst defence.
yea!
and we managed to score one goal.
hehe.

then we played two sides.
seriously,
i had no mood to play.
and so i think i didnt give my best.
sorry.

felissa marked me again.
and she dosent give me face.
cuz she marks me tight.
and when i try to make myself free,
she gets the ball.
and tht's a problem.

my new stick is so precious.
pathma likes it.
haha.
lyke at least someone does
and felissa keeps on trying to hit my stick wid hers.
and so i hit her hand.
and there was a blueblack?
sorry yea?

joan gave us a team talk aft trng.
and i realised tht we werent focused enough during trngs.
i mean c'div is like a few weeks away.
and we are still nt focused?
sighs.
we shld have started trng HARD long long ago.
our first game is on 29june.
agnst crescent.
and we MUST win this game people.
i guess we realised too late.

anw.
felissa is such an idiot.
here i am trying to frgt the superman incident,
she gave me a poster.
of u knw wad?
superman,
grrrr.
of course i didnt take it.
ber took it and wrote my name on it.
grrr.
and i dunno where it is nw.

long john famliy went to eat long john's as usual.
and felissa spilt her sprite.
and the whole floor was sticky.
lyke yuck!

and ruth is so irritating.
she took my fone frm my side pocket.
without me knwing.
and i panacked lyke shit wehn i found out tht my fone was missing.
and pathma was so nyce to try and call it.
grrrrr.

and we watched this ppg concert thing.
and seriously,
i was watching the dancers intd of ppg.
cuz they reallie sucked.
and we left halfway.

then went to woodlands to cut hair.
and it was the longest hair cut EVER!
and nw i look ok i guess.
nicky says i look taller.
good.
haha.
and i actually look ok wid glasses.
nt tht toot when i had long hair.
haha.

then went shopping wid ee-poh.
and i was dead tired.
walk here walk there.
i bought a skirt and jeans.
which i sent fr altering cuz it was too long.
and i have to pick it up today.
aft 6.
yea..

isaac and jasmine stayed at my hse.
jasmine is so cute leh.
i wanna hug her everytime i see her.
haha.

damn tht catholic camp.
cuz of tht i have to skip two trngs.
two very impt trngs.
bulb is back.
which mean i'm gonna miss ALOT.
sighs.
and i hope bulb still put me as left wing fr the c'div.
cuz i trained hard during the camp fr it.
at least i tot i did,
oh wells.

ashaa sadness asha. my image host went bonkers! so i had to use this laoya pic. i lyke the other donut! grrrr. lurve u loads! mwaaaah!

bubu` grrrr. hw many ppl did u tell? grrr. i'm trying to frgt abt it here. grrrr. yesyes. i misss ber too! hehe.

natasha hey funkayy gurl. aye. sry lah. i think this june hols cant go out wid you. maybe one day aft skool? aiyah. my sis is a bimbo. without the good looks. heh. (:

karmilahaha. yes. i realised tht i toked to u always at a wrong time. haha. so when is the correct time? hehe. its okayy. u're nyce. lalalaa.

charmaine women. fix ur blog alr nt? i still cant tag at ur blog le. hehe. anw. train hard and see if u can stop my goals. lalalala. and gd luck wid u knw who!. hahaa.

issa yesyes u nuthead. u give nyce names. hahaha. tctc. (: and u are so egoistic. haha!

oh wells.
i guess tht's done.
anyone has hoobastank's the reason?
i waaaaaaaaaaaant.
send it to me!
hehe.

up
up
and
awaaay!

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

replies.

ok.
before i make the replies.
i need to blog abt smth real funneh!

my sis is such a bimbo.
without the looks of course.
and i am still wondering why or HOW she gt into river valley high.
the super geekiod skool.

my dad was lyke france bet england in the euro 2004 u knw?
and i was surprised larh.
and u knw wad my sis said?
tht means france won england issit?
gawsh! she is so much WORST than edniaa kayy.
hahahaha!

okay.here are the replies.

yuankheng
haiyah! sry larh! at least i changed ur name alr rite?

edniaaa
ohkayy. edlene is nyce. issa also gave me a name. nikkayy. nyce? haah.

dora!!
helllo!helllo!helllo! haha. wads ur email? i wanna add you? how cld i? since when i cldnt?awww c'mon. u ought to knw me by nw. bigmouth. ahha (: yepps. hockey camp totalleh rawked!

ashaaa!
hahaha. my blog was quite dull. so i added the pic. haha. mwaaaaah!

felicia
hehe. i am a funkayy women! haha, yepps. i wanna watch hp3. jus tht nobody to go wid. sadness. haha. u played well today!! if u train hard, u can be the nxt jillian!! or even better! u tackle well. cheers! (: mwaaaaah!

ok. tht's done.
tata.
and isint the donut simply delicious?
hehe

up up and away!

funneh!!

hahaha!
i think pathma and felissa are so funneh!
this is pathma's motto.
we are all breastie people.
aint tht funneh?
hahaha!

had a funneh day today.
ahahahahah!

trng,
and i think i was late.
cuz i waited fr bea.
and i was late fr meeting her too.
haha

we did the pull right and drill thing again.
only this time we did it in partners.
and i tot mr tan had no brains.
bt i think he did.
oh wells.

and then we did this monkey thing.
and had to get into grps of 5.
and must have at least 1 sec1. sec2 and sec3.
mr tan is sp maaah faaaan.
grrr.
and then we didnt get into ur grps fast enuf.
5 rounds,
lyke has he gone bonkers?
perharps.

and we had to get into our grps while running.
me, dora, bea, bubu, fer lai.
and so luckily me,dora and bubu were together infront.
bea was close by.
bt felissa was right behind.
so she sprinted so fast.
i nvr seen her tht fast before.
wow.
hahaha!

yeah.
and we did the monkey thinggy.
if the monkey were to touch the ball.
5 push-ups.
so we were lyke dun touch the ball.
funneh!
hahaah!
(:

then we played 2 sides.
left half again.
and felissa played right half.
so she was suppossed to tackle me.
and she was sop irritaing!!
grrr.
i was suppossed to stand INFRONT of her.
bt everytime i did tht,
she wld come infront.
and i gt so tired!
so each time i tried to "rest"
the ball wld come and she wld get it.
pffft!

oh wells.
then had some half time thinggy.
and seniors to play agnst us.
so me, carolyn. dora and berber were wid xinni.
we were hitting to xinni.
so she cld practice larh.

and then i took a shot.
whaaaa.
totally nyce one mann.
in the corner.
and then the rest went.

so then my turn again.
i dragged into the d.
perfect.
i pulled the ball to the right.
heaven.
i took a step and....
.... i tripped.
and felt FLAT on the ground.
... lyke superman
and my stick flew somewhere else.

grrrrr!
tht was so embarassing.
so i stayed in tht poisiton.
lyfin flat on the grnd.
i was to embrassed.
and much in pain to get up.
grrrr.
and its called the superman fall.
my new name is superman ppl.

and then tht lam xinni.
keeep on laughing and laughing.
grrrr.
she will sure rmb it forever.
end of my life mann.

and felissa also saw wad happened.
and she kept on teasing mann.
my life is totally over mann.
somebody help please!

so we played two sides wid seniors.
werent playing well.
and so they scored afew goals.
and then tht xinni went to blame ME
cuz i knw why?
she said i made her laugh too much.
oh whatever mann.
haha
(:

went to jurong point with urh 10 people.
me.bea.charisa.felissa.felicia.hanwei.ruth.weizhen.jillian.charmaine.
issit 10?
yepps.

so then almost all of us wanted long john's
me and bea were craving...
then long john's had no seat fr 10 ppl.
so we sat at mos.
charisa and hanwei wanted to eat there.

and then so we packed it to mos.
felissa and ruth were there first.
so when i went to line up.
ruth was lyke come and join the long john family.
haha!
and then bea came.
followed bt jillian and charmaine.
and we are the long john family!
haha

and then i think we crammed mos.
cuz dora and felicia vash joined us.
and our bags were sprawled all over.
haha
esp. charmaine's goalie baggie.
it was lyke a hockey get together mann.
so cool!
and then xinni and bubu were nxt door at kfc.
haha

so it was real cool.
we were talking and stuff.
team bonding!!

then edniaa came!
haha
so surprised she wore a tee.
tot she wld change into a tube or smth.
haha

and then hanwei started talking to edlyn as if she knew her.
haha
hanwei is THT friendly.
haha

and then we started teasing.
dora -> eric.
jillian-> melvin or smth.
hahaha
yeah and felissa started teasing me abt the superman fall.
i was so irritated!!
grrr!
and her hair looked so tempting man.
its starting to grow.
so i jus yanked her hair and started pulling it.
haha.
and she yanked mine too lah.
and cuz mine is so long and all.
it is so much easier pullling my hair.
and dora was lyke.
see i told u two.
sit together and a diasaster wld happen.
haha

then met mummy and nicky and noel at bp kopitiam fr LUNCH.
had carrot cake.
and felt lyke puking.
horrible i tell you.
too oily.

hmm,
was confrencing wid pathma and felissa jus now.
and they were so funneh!
pathma kept on asking wad poisition we wanted in her indian parliament.
and so this is what we came up with.
pathma-> guard! (duh!)
felissa->indian godzilla (?)
nikki-> US superman ambassador
hahaha!

yepp.
and pathma is thinking of a indian parliament blog.
hahah.
anyone who wants poisition can approach her.
she's the GUARD
hahaha!

oh wells.
i am getting bored.
and i am waiting fr dinner to come to me.
nobody seemed to be online.
grrrr.

up up and awaaay!

Sunday, June 13, 2004

i'm back!

wheeee`!
i am back
i am back
i am back!

back to blogging.
thnx u lurvable darlings fr the tags.
there were LOADS!
haha.
i wad away at hockey camp u see.
and i shall reply them,
befroe my REAL blogging.

okkayys.
issa
yes issa. it is sony ipod. nt apple ipod. hahaha. and i didnt die in hockey camp!! haha. mwaah!

edniaaa!
hey my retarded bestie. i saw you during hockey camp. wad a gong blur block u were. tried to wave to you leh. then u looking at mc as if u are madly in love wid her. hahaha! lurve u! mwaaah!

vania
oooh! hello! yarh larh. u bhb mann. i added ur bade already! and link me okkayys? haha. take care.

maria
mariaaa! yepyep. no probby. i am a nyce gurl. hahaa. i better come fr teh camp kkay? otherwise me and steff wld be rotting there. haha. and do we need to bring sleeping bags? hehe.

gweenie!
haha. yes u nut. i guess vania is biased. hahaha. mwaaah! i want a big hug!!! hehee

sarah!
u are the longest friend tht i can rmb. hahha. and have fun on ur bdae. its a bit early though. haaha. mwaaah!

joanie!!
yesyes. i have relinked u le. hehehe. u changed to blogspot!! hahah jus lyke me !!! frm diaryland to blogspot. hahaha! cool! mwaaah! i love u and i am still waititng fr ur letter. hahah/

mokaaa!
i wanna squeeeeeeeze you!!!! so did u have fun at the sarawal trip?? hehe. hope u did. and i still have ur socks. hehehe. i love u truckloads bestie!! hehehe. mwaaah!

yongern! breastmeat!
hahah. yesyes. blue is UR colour. hahah. i think i wanna change my blogskin soon. hahaha. lols. u take care too yarhs? mwaah!

charisa and edlyn
yes charisa, i read ur blog. scared ur pose rite? hahaha. *waves back* hey eds!!

okaay.
tht is done.
FINALLY!

okkayy.
hockey camp.

i had a 40min shower before leaving.
whaaaa.
tht was nyce!
(:

met felissa,
atheena was suppossed to come along too.
bt i think she was late.

we arrived at tiong at 7.25
very early.
so we went to have macs fr breakfast!
whaaa!
it was so nyce.
i was so full.
we were lyke must enjoy before camp.

then cabbed to skool.
haha.
and the uncle was so kind.
actually had $1 extra charge.
then so it was supposedly 4.50.
bt the uncle made us pay 3 bucks.
so kind rite?
hahaa

hehe.
and going up to the audi was tiring.
i saw weixuan.
*waves!

hahaa.
i was carrying a BIG bag pack.
and hugging one pretty bag.
and hugging my slping bag.
and grabbing my stick.
which was right in between
and so uncomfortable.
hmph.

felissa and i were 15 mins late i think.
but nevermind.
breakfast is the most important meal of the day.
yepp!

hmm.
then we had trng and stuff.
blah blah.
oh yah.
and the food was HORRIBLE.
as usual.

oh yarh.
at night mr bulb made us drink milk.
with honey.
totally nyce if u asked me,
its lyke honey stars.
without the cereal lah!
u people shld try it.
yepp.

DAY TWO.
morning exercise.
tiring.
i think we did sprints.
i started off ok.
bt started to feel tired.
haha.
yepps.
and partnered felissa most of the times,

hmm.
we had video sessions.
tan took vid of our trngs.
and we played two sides.
and i scored quite a number of goals.
and i did my own verison of chicken dance.
where i go bonkers.
and mr tan shot tht.
lyke hey!
i didnt even knw he was shooting.
hmph.
yah larh and then tht charisa and everybody else happily laughing at me.
grrr.

didnt have a gd sleep tht night.
dora rolls when she sleeps.
so she rolled over to bea.
and bea slapped me on my face.
and tht side was already so cramped.
i saw alot of space btwn me and felissa.
then i wanted to move there.
but then she sleeps digonally.
and so i was stuck in the middle.
hmph.
fr the whole night.
and i gt a sore neck the next morning.
hmph.

lalala.
nth much more to say.
oh yarh ber came on the third day of camp.
and she went arnd 'scaring' everybody with hanwei's 'lizard'
only thing is tht we already knew abt it.
and she tot we didnt.
so she went arnd.
"are u scared?"
haha.
and bubu and joan kept on making fun of her.
hahaa.

hmph.
had more of those video sessions.
and i reallie learnt so much frm it.
cuz on teh pitch it si lyke this big field!
bt on the screen,
u can reallie see where u are supposed to stand and stuff.
so yepp,
i benefitted frm it.
jus tht it showed my chicken dances.
and charisa's beautiful pose.
haha.
and there was one where we were all waving.
haha.
tht was nyce.
ahaha...

and then one day aft trng at skool we had this captain's ball game.
lyke so fun lor!
haha.
and ruth threw me this ball.
bt instd of landing in my hand at once,
it bounced on my head first.
grrr.
bt in the end i caught it lah.
haha.

and then there was one time dunno wad larh.
trying to get the ball.
me, jil, felicia and the boyfriend girl.
then dunno wad happened
i think the boyfriend girl fell,
and felicia fell on top of her.
adn jil felt on top of them,
and i was on the top of tht sandwich.
ahaha.
funny.

yepp.
and we trained ALOT.
yepp.
bt i learnt ALOT.
hehe.
i think i am a left wing.
so many times playing 2 sides.
my bulb gave my left wing.
yepps.

oh yah,
dunno wad day.
we were having a break.
and dora was on the phone all along.
so me felissa and bea bored so were urh, eavesdropped!
and the conversation was getting juicer and juicer by the minute.
and the best thing was dora didnt even realise!!
till abt 10 mins before she ended to the call.
she was toking to some eric guy.
and i quote!
"i object to relationships and dun try to change my mind"
oooh lala!
sassy!

and we watched the eye2 on the last night,
stopid people watch stupid shows.
grrr.
i was so scared.
me and patham screamed our lungs out when we saw the ghost,
and there was another scene.
another ghost thinggy.
i was the only one to scream.
haaha.
pai-seh.
bt i was scared.
even i nt watching i still scared.
cuz u cld hear the music.
and when the music has tht kinda suspense thinggy.
me and pathma wld go.
oh-oh. bad part coming.
hahaha
bt i managed to fall aslp somehw.

last day of camp.
went to mount faber fr a walk i think,
and when i cmae back,
both my hands were swollen!!
it was so freaky deaky.
eeeks!
and then was excused frm trng.
and mr bulb made me take a bath and soke my clothes.
then i realised i gt my menses!!
argh!.
so pfft!
cuz i didnt have ANYTHING.
pfft!
no wonder i was pms-ing.
hehe.

and then mr bulb made me soak my hands in COLD FREEZING WATER.
and it was so COLD and FREEZING.
i felt as if my hands were to explode!
haha.
and me, bea and dora and felissa were muching away on urh food?
haha
and then ruth gave me her kickapoo!
yay!
haha.
and it was almost full?
haha.
and so all of us were sipping away.
hehe.

grrr.
finally my hands stop swelling,
and i went to sleep!
hehe!
actually i tried to,
then berber came in.
and i cldnt slp.
haha.

so we played truth and dare.
w0ots!
and we made dora confess abt eric!!
haha
it was so fun!
haha

and then aft trng at ntu we broke camp.
and we had to take home 1 packet of milk.
i took two,
hanwei took four.
whaaa.

and then while walking dwn to foyer,
saw mrs tan.
ex ijbt principal.
and she asked us fr directions to litehse,
eh?
and we told her.
and felissa and bea didnt realise tht tht was her.
till i told them.
and they went bonkers yelling out her name.
embrassing i tell u.
bea was ok.
she was jus lyke mrs tan? omg!
felissa was mrs tan! mrs tan! mrs tan!
till we shoo-ed her.
haha.
and charisa, atheena and hanwei were lyke eh?
haha.

waited wid ber, ruth, joan, mad and felicia at foyer fr mum and dad.
and joan and ber and mad were so funny.
haha.
and we saw a REAL lizard.
and joan was lyke are u scareD?are u scared?
haha.
funny.

and then ber i tell u is one ah ma.
her mum asked her to walk dwn to the bus stop.
and she frgt her stick?
hahaa.
and we were lyke ber ber! ur stick!
haha

joan and ruth walked out at 8++ to take cab.
aft 8= no extra tax.
smart girl.
haha

so left me and mad.
mum and dad came first.
with the whole family + nessa and meimei.
there were staying over.

went to eat at pasir panjang.
and aft i went hm,
i slpet lyke a pig!
of course i showered larh.
bt a short one.

yepps.
and daddie bought a new stick fr me!!
yay!!!
hehe!
its a red malik.
and it is nyce kay?

anw,
had a game today.
vs bakerites.
yepps.

met charisa and ruth in town first.
and charisa was so irritating.
keep on talking to me on the phone.
my bill boom how?
haha.
bt i was fun.
cept tht i missed the bus.
hmph.

took neos.
so fun!
haha.
it was so gfun!
hhaha.
bt ruth and charisa keep on saying tht my stuff is ugly.
is nt kayy?
u both cock eye larh!
haha.


bt then the stopid machine cocked out.
and had to wait very long fr our printed neo.
grrr.
finally.

and then ruht dashed dwn hereen.
we were lyke wait wait wait.
grrr.

the match.
we won!
yay!
6/5-0.
haha!

palyed center forward.
bleghs.
nt familar wid tht poisition mann.
grrr.
bt i scored one goal!!
yay!

and berber is super pro!
she hit this acjc girl's legs.
and then the umpire nv blow the whistle.
so she was lyke legs larh women!
haha
we were laughing lyke MAD on the pitch.

and joan hit a gurl with her power hit.
and her tooth dropped.
and it was all so bloddy and stuff.
mum and dad and nicky and noel were there
and so mum gave her the kool pack.
dunno if we were gonna get it back.

oh wells,
joan, dont feel bad larh!
wads done is done.
cheer up!
at least u said sorry to her and she acknowledged u yes?
oh wells, take care then.
and nice game!

and i feel lyke killing noel!
he hit my NEW NYCE STICK on the ground.
and now it has a mark!grrrr!

oh wells.
tmr going to robinson's early in the morining.
leaving the hse at eight?!
grrr.
oh wells.
bt i need sb`s.
and other stuff.
desperately.
haha.

yepps.
and i wanna change my blogskin.
yepps.
better get going,
and i am very tried.
i wanna sleep.

up up and away!

Sunday, June 06, 2004

ALMOST!

almost!
almost!
almost!

today's game was GOOD.
we won!
yay!
agnst chicken skool.
3-1.
bt it cld have been 4-1.
all thanks to me!
argh.

argh.
charisa passed me this reallie nyce ball.
and i was left winger.
and I MISSED THT BALL!!
aaaaaaah!
hw crap is tht?

i cld have just pushed it in!!!
bt i swept it!!!
and it missed!!
by just a bit!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i just cant get over it.
grrrr.
it was such an easy goal can?
aaaaaaaaaaaah!
i wanna die le.
grrrr.
so sad mann.

grrrr.
and i cant stop grrr-ling.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF!!
tht goal was VERY EASY!
argh!
the goalkeeper was outta place.
and i had a perfect shot.
JUST A TINY LIL PUSH!!
by no!
i didnt do tht.
instead i happily do a sweep
AND MISSED THT EASY EASY GOAL!!
argh!

this is my last day online till 11 june.
so i better get unto some better stuff.

okayy.
charisa, brenda carolyn and i stayed a lil while to watch the game
cgs vs jasenites.
seriously,
i think we played better than cgs.
no offence bt they were abit messy.

yepps.
then me charisa and brenda went towning.
hehe.
cine.
i bought chocolate milk!
hehe.
milk is good fr ur bones.
haha.

then i bought the crossionwich frm bk!!.
and i bought the shrek pillow!!
wheeee`!
i have a pillow fr the hockey camp!
hahaha.

and then i cld have sworn tht the waiter was gay.
euw.
i mean he was so sissy-fied.
yuck!
and i repeated tht i wanted take away.
and he was lyke okok.
and then aft paying and stuff
u knw what he asked me?
so are u wating here?
diao.

then went to long john's to eat.
i mean sit there larh.
brenda ate there
lalala.

and walked to taka.
saw xinni and bubu.
they were gonna buy honey fr the camp.
and seriously,
wad does bulb want it fr?
pranks?
haha!

and charisa,
see here see there.
aiyp.
me and brenda walked till tired.

speaking of which.
i better packe fr the hockey camp.
grrrr.

up up and away!

Saturday, June 05, 2004

mum's bdae.

ho-hum.
today is mum's bdae.
yay!
though i dunno where we are going to.

we all bought mum a BIG heart shaped thing.
u knw the one frm ikea.
and wrote wif fabric paint on it.
though the fabric paint was very lil.

yepps.
edlyn's comp is screwed.
she keeps on coming and going offline.
so irritating!!
grrrrr.

oh i woke up at 8 today!
lyke so early!
nicky said this when he woke up.
"u siao arh! never see u wake up this early before"
he can be such a pain really.

i woke up early cuz i was woken up by noel i think.
and i was hungry.
and i cldnt go back to sleep.
sighs.

and so i watched mtv.
hehe.
saw busted air hostess vid.
and i haven even seen the who's david and crashed the wedding vid.
everytime i turn on mtv it shows some unknown video.
and everytime nat turns it on,
she sees EVERYTHING tht i wanna see.
sighs.

yellow card is nyce.
the singer looks lyke clay aiken.
just weirder.
haha.
(:

the calling is nyce.
saw the our lives vid loads of times.
and tht alanis morsette vid AGAIN!!
lyke hw many times do they need to show it?

oh.
saw the d12 vid again.
man i love tht video.
so cool!
hahah..

sighs,
watched happy tree friends last nite.
AND FOR THE FIRTS TIME LUMPY GOT INJURED!
haha.
revenge is sweet.
i mean it is lyke cuddles ALWAYS get injured.
and lumpy who causes all these stuff GET AWAY.
and it isnt FAIR.
so finally lumpy gets injured!
mwahahaha.
haha.
cuddles shldnt get injured at all.
cuz she is so CUTE!
bt lumpy shd cuz he is ugly!

oh.
mum is home.
better go and hide her pressie.
hehe.

up up and awaaaay! to neverland!
hmm.
i'm looking fr a skin tht has magical fairies and stuff.
and peterpan.
and neverland.
anyone has?

Friday, June 04, 2004

fuck.
this is so fcuktration.
my brother sucks big time.
him and his blardy attitude problem.
come home then make so much noise.
fuck fuck fuck.

mum asked me to make lunch.
cuz she wouldnt be home till late.
lyke maybe 2++.
then he straight away come home,
didnt even say hi.
and yelled for me to make lunch.
I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING MAID!

grrr.
and oh i jus realised tht he vandalised my michelle branch poster.
fuck fuck fuck man.

and then ask him to shower.
cuz he jus came bakc frm tennis.
then u knw wad he said?
YOU ALSO NEVER SHOWER WHAT.
lyke pfffft!.
then i still told to go and shower.
and he still said tht i haven taken my shower.
fuck larh.
and this fucking piece of shit is only eleven years old!
FUCK!

then mum scolded me cuz she said when i go to wrk luchtime is 1.
and lunch is still nt ready.
lyke pffft!
how am i suppossed to knw tht?
hmph.
in skool lunch is aft 2.15pm.
grrrr

anw.
mum said tht she wanted to buy lunch fr us.
bt she couldnt call hm.
and guess who was using the phone?
that fucking piece of shit.
grrrr.
i had enough!

up up and awaay to neverland please.
i cant stand it.

M&Ms!!

`wheee!
nw eating m&ms!.
yum yum.
my favourite!
haha.
hmm. they're nt as good as australia's m&ms though.
humn.
bt this will do!.
haha!

its raining its pouring.
the old man is snoring.
he went to bed and knocked his head.
and cldnt get up in the morning.

sigh.
gone bonkers yarh?
its raining.
and i am suppossed to be in skool today.
for the syf dance thingo.
bt i dun feel lyke going.
ytd had a MAJOR headache.
so i slept.
at 9.30++
on a holiday.
tht is insane.

oh wells.
nw only me, nat and noel at hm.
and we are watching american idol/mtv.
american idol on star wrld.
its slower than spore's one/
so we can catch the ones we missed.
yepps.

found this on somebody's blog.





gimme a big hug!
give nikki more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own


cute yeahs? haha
i shall pt it in muah blog too!
hahaa.

up up and awaaaaay!
(:

Thursday, June 03, 2004

pfft!

pffft!
game agnst crescent today.
lost.
1-0.
and i feel terrible.

i played second half.
and i played left wing.
and seriously,
i felt i played better than i played on tuesday.
i didnt die and cry on the pitch.
i was ok this time round.
bt still didnt play well.

and bea and felissa said tht i cld have scored a goal.
then the empire blew the whistle.
really,
i cldnt rmb.
maybe i was concerntrating too hard.
i reallie cldnt rmb.
all i knw i had the ball
or at least it was NEAR me.
oh wells.

humn.
went to tiong aft tht.
and ate at macs.
nuggets.
bleghs.

blah blah blah.
i'm so bored.
zhao duan jus send me a song.
alwyas look at the bright side of life.
hahah.

oh wells,
tmr hafta go to skul.
wad dance syf crap.
ms queenie wants me in.
hah!
imagine hw i'm gonna dance.
bleghs.
i hope at least SOMEBODY is going.
if nt i'm the only one then malu.
haiz

oh.
like finally james came online.
whatever happened to him.
dun even knw if he is in spore or what.
bleghs.

oh wells.
i guess i better go nw.
lalallaa.

up up and awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
(:

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

replies.

hey u people.
thnks loads fr the tags.
and i shall replt em now.
cuz there are LOADS of em.
i lurve u all!
mwaah!
(:

p e i y i
yesyesyes! hehe. i miss u mann. so long nv talk to u online. humn. so hw was the trip?

y u j i a
yesyes. i also knw ur full name. LIM YU JIA rite? haha. yesyes. all my posts super-lyy long. haha. yesyes u and i rawk yarhs? hahaa. take care.

s a r a h
aiyah. sry larh. i relink u alrightys? i linked u fr so long and then nw then u realise. nt slow wad. haha. (:

x i u r u
yesyes! SUPERTEENS was more than good. haha. u shld go fr it. jus fr the experience. see ya!

j o a n
hey. thanks loads fr the tag. u seemed pretty pissed at me. anybody wld. anw. thnks fr shouting at me. if nt, i'll probaly do worst. i dunno wad happened to me. probaly nervousness. of even worst. bt i promise to try my best for all the next games! yea! take care loads and muacks. i link u okayys? (:

e d l y n // b e s t i e!!
hello darling! thanks much mann! mwah mwah mwah! im cheering up already. i started using kawaii since u told me what it meant. hehe. see u soon alrightys? mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

i s s a!
yesyes. i am cheering up. still cant forgive u abt tht tag mann! mascara is nt gross! u are! haha

f e l i c i a
heyhey! yesyes. i will cheer up. so many ppl tell me to cheer up le. so i must wait others come and tell me to cheer up and then wld be very irritating. so i see u tmr yesyes? train hard!! many mwahs! (:

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

failure

damn i feel lyke a failure.
dunno hw many mths of trng
all nv pay off.
damn.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

i didnt play to my best and my usual.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

i didnt to what u guys told me to do.

bleghs.
my stamina totally SUCKS.
i mean i need to run.
its lyke before exmas i tot my stamina improved!
bt then aft exams slackened so blardy much.
must start running again.

wells,
feel darn pretty bad.
i let the team dwn mann.
first 11 then play until lyke SHITNESS.
bleghs.
didnt knw why i cldnt play tht well,
i was lyke feeling cold and hot at the same time.

anw
more to some happier stuff

results.
i think i did pretty ok.
i improved in my ranking.
and almost all subjects improved.
except lit, chinese and history.
which is pretty bad.
lit dropped frm 77 to 48.
hah!
imagine tht.

humn.
rotted in skool aft collecting results.
looked at the sji yrbk.
and saw mark!
gawsh.
he looks lyke a nerd mann.
haha!

natasha came over.
so did felissa,
oh yarh.
was sitting wif charisa, weixuan, beatrice and ruth.
and weixuan and beatrice keep on saying tht natasha looks lyke puss in boots.
frm shrek.
haha!
and natasha was complaining abt godbert tan.
bla bla blah.

and oh.
ruth went suntanning.
gawsh.
she lyked red tomato lyke tht.

and then tht felissa,
so irritating!
keep on asking me whether i knw her class poisition.
and its 11-> her code
aaaaaaaaah!
she asked so many times till i screamed YES!
and then she screamed into my ear.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
stress larh!

grrrr.
then went to town.
me.jillian.beatrice.ruth.charisa.brenda.
went to urh cine.
and then they had some harry potter bus thingo.
and its free.
so we signed up.

then went bk and eat.
CHEESE NUGGETS!
i pulled the cheese till it cldnt be pulled no more.
haha!
so farnie.

and we all learnt one thing abt ruth.
NEVER MAKE RUTH LAUGH.
once she starts,she cant stop.
cuz we were talking abt mrs poh.
and then jillian laughed and laughed.
and then ruth started laughing at jillian.
and oh gawsh.
ruth's laughther is lyke a drunk old man's laugh.
so farnie!
lyke gt difficulty breathing.
so all of us except charisa laughed at ruth.
and we cldnt stop.
we stopped awhile.
then ruth started again.
and so her face was already so red already,
then she laughed even redder
haiz.

and then went fr the harry potter bus thinggy.
we waited so long under the hot sun,
bleghs.
and then finally we boarded the bus,
and ruth tot the so called conductor was handsome.
lyke eh?
me and bea thinks he's cute.

the tour thingo was quite fun.
they had to get us readu fr sirus black or smth.
so they drew harry's scars on us.
and gave us snake and mouse ballons.
kawaii!

haha.
bea,brenda,jillian gt theirs on the forehead/cheek.
charisa was too pai-sehed.
hahaa
i gt mine on the palm.

blah blah
then we went to hereen toilet.
and charisa started putting mascara.
and asked who else wanted.
and ruht wanted.
bt she laughed and laughed so much.
tht charisa drew outta line.
me and bea had mascara too.

then walked all the wat to far east to take 132.
gawsh.
so long and hot.
sheesh!

then in the end cabbed to delta.
and i dun wanna talk abt the game.
jus tht i made loads of mistakes.
and i failed EVERYBODy.
including myself.
i will promise to try my best the nexr game.

aft match,
me.bea.ruth went town.
ate mac's/.
and on the way there dropped my stick dunno hw many times.
sighs.
its dangerous.
BEWARE.
haha

at macs ate filet o fish.
was surprised tht i cld finish it.
had no mood to eat at firs.
and we crapped there.
abt HAPPY TREE FRIENDS.
and ruth started her laughing madness again.
we all were talking abt pon movies.
and i said tht i saw a movie wif my parents.
abt dunno wad
then had some sex scene.
and i saw a women's naked boob.
THT'S ALL I SAID.
and she started her laughing madess.

bea took 171
i took 190.
i shld haven takend 171 too.
cuz 190 was totally packed.
and cold.
and i slept standing up.
oh wells.

humn.
the whole family is out.
they went to eat ice cream at six ave.
totally didnt hafta mood to go.
i'm very tired!
bt i jus wanna ice cream.
blahhhhhhh`